adulting

Thought I had it clear
Back then

…yeah

Train's late again
Still don't mind
Same talk, same plans
Different night

Everyone says they're close
Say it like they know
I just nod along
Like I don't

I used to think it meant something

I just wanna get it right
Feel like I'm behind
Thought I'd be further on by now

I just wanna see it clear
Know I'm getting there
Like it's all working out somehow

Phone lights up
I let it fade
Said I'd call them back
Another day

Same ideas in my head
Just don't land the same
Used to hold me still
Now they change

I been trying to get it right
Running out of time
Nothing really lining up right now

I keep saying I'll be fine
If I stay in line
But it don't feel how I thought it would

…yeah

I don't check it now
Like I did before
If it comes, it comes
I don't force

Let it move a bit
Let it change its shape
If it don't align
I don't chase

I don't even know what "right" is now
Said it so long I believed it somehow

I don't need to get it right
(I don't need to get it right)
I don't need a line
(I don't need a line)
I don't need it clear right now

If it's moving, that's enough
(That's enough, that's enough)
I don't need to rush
(I don't need to rush)
I don't need to hold it down

I don't trust the timeline I used to believe in anymore
(I don't trust it, I don't trust it)
I don't trust the timeline I used to believe in anymore

Thought I had it mapped out
(Don't feel like that, don't feel like that)
Don't feel like that anymore
I don't trust the timeline I used to believe in anymore

Don't feel like that anymore
(Don't feel like that anymore)
Don't feel like that anymore